A tree fell over in my neighborhood today.
     We're not having any violent weather, no rain, no fire, no wind, no nothing.  Nobody hit it with a car or took a chainsaw to it until well after it had toppled.  One minute it was standing tall and the next it just... fell over.
     I happened to walk right past that tree on my way home from the gym not an hour before its demise.  I've passed by this tree on foot several times a week for years now, with never a second thought as to its sturdiness or fortitude.  It's a tree, for God's sake, it's a landmark, an ecosystem unto itself.  As a matter of fact, a little dog was taking a leak on that exact tree as I walked by.
     Must have been one serious whiz.
     But as I watched the city workers carve it into little chunks small enough to fit into the wood chipper, I got to thinking.  There is no constant in the world but change, after all, and when a neighborhood tree just pitches into the street you'd better take notice.  Is this a metaphor I need to pay attention to?  Is this some sort of message that the pillars of my identity are built on an unsturdy base?  Am I that tree, purportedly strong yet fragile enough to collapse under my own weight? (no fat jokes, please)  Is everything I am and everything I thought I would become - the branching of my own life from acorn to oak - rotten inside?  Do I need to delve into myself and re-invent who and what I am before my proud canopy lies ignominiously in a metaphorical street?
     Or is it just a freakin' tree?
     I'm voting for number two.  But I might start taking personal stock.  Just in case.
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